JUST AN ORDINARY DAY...!!!!

Monday, 9th march,2008

                                    I'm really gonna do this, atleast for makin me feel better. Bloggin or writing down my feelings, helps me get over all my sorrows and joys. Its like sharing your thoughts with someone, who listens to it without a single word of complain.I'm impressed with it. I feel extremely sorry for not signin in for two months are so, coz I was busy,, wait a minute, doesnt the word "buzy" seem absurd,, yeah, I mean I wasted my time on the so called idiot box,  & yeah the computer ofcourse, I curse the being who found the so called "Internet",, itz like an addiction, I mean you can use it for all the good purposes, but you still crave for the nonsense....!!! 

              Yeah, I could just remember my mom slapping my shoulders, God, y is she calling me at the middle of the night.,, I lazily grazed over the wall clock, Holy cow, itz "6:15am", I'm goin to be late for college...!!! I got up with a jinx, got over all the important morning business, I hope that doesn't need an explanation.....lol, I prayed for my frnd coz she's gonna use her favourite scooty on the main road for the first time, n she was all blue, over the fear, rippling through her... I'll surely go nuts if anythin happens to her coz she's my best, close, dear, lovable sweet frnd,... I grabbed on a white dress coz it laid scumbbled i the cupboard for months, & really felt sorry for it..!!! Then as usual, got over my next best frnd, which is obviously my caring frnd, I meant my D70 bus, ah, I really appreciate it coz it takes me to my college stop every day safely..!!! During my jorney, i fighted my boredom, listening to songs, n  lookin over the window for anythin unusual....I reached my college stop a bit late I guess, *silly me,, I was responsible for it*....... Now is the tougher part, I'll have to get another bus which is crowded lyk hell,,,, !!!! Anyway with lot of rufflling n trufflig, I finally reached my COLLEGE...!!!  Inside , I was wondering if my frnd has reached safely, coz she had promised me she would turn up early, well,,, ironically she's a creature who doesnt happen to kno the meaning of the word "EARLY".....!!!! lol,,,, I slipped in to my chairs, called my mom, to make sure I was safe... :) ,,, then the genius arrived showin off her keys,,,, then, I was delighted see my entire gang, n we all chatted lazily till 9:30am,,,, The classes were asusual, borin n more borin,, lol,,, it would be much better if there was a cot & a pillow,, v'll doze off for a week...!!!! Then chatted wid my buddy nasrin,,, till 2:00 coz only the pharma students have to attend the so called biochemistry class, which was indeed more more borin, I was compelled to sit the First row, which was unbearable coz I'll had to sleep wid my eyes open...!!!! The clock struck 3:10pm, n butterflies started flyin in my stomach, coz It was time to get back home...!!!! *yay*,,,, so, got back home, n was annoyed to find tat no one was home, so called up my frnd, n talked with her 56MIN,,[ you kno wat,,time flies amway in sec while talkin wid ur bst buddies..!!!!] whoa, tats too much,,,, anywayz she's my sweet hrt, I would even talk wid her for 24x7 if possible, n the only problem is the phone bills will touch the sky, n my mom would kick me out for sure...!!!! hmmm, feeling sleep,,, z Z z Z Z z z z Z z Z Z z z Z,,,, OOPS sorry, goona take a nap...!!!! :):):):):)

THE WORST DAY

                                                                                                        Monday, 22nd Dec, 2008

                        It was indeeed the last avaliable day for preparing for my exam ,OH GOD,, y do i always keep it till the last day, eventhough they gave me three whole days for preparing. To be truthful , it always happens with the teenagers, nagging over at the so called "last minute".It was the tought exam to be precise & all of us to some extent were perplexed with the thought of clearing it except the studious personalities of our class ,who r mostly refered to as the "planners" for God sake. How do these people control their desires & learn their daily portions, I hav tired this mantra for many times, but to my bad luck , It never existed for more than 5 min. With all these thoughs tangled in my mind I woke up ,well without the need of an alarm."Could I finish?" , "Will there be time for revision?",  were the questions haunting me. And yeah, according to this parent's genius, as most parents consider their children to be Einstein,,  7'o clock  is a pretty early time. 

                    I brushed my teeth dozing slightly, flushed my face with cold water & sat for my side of preparation. My brother on the other side was getting ready for going off to Manali with his friend for a project. His daily ritual which seemed so familiar was to annoy me to the very extend. Now he has left I was free of diversions. At 11:30a.m ,I finished a rather bigger topic, gave off to reward myself with a twenty minute off. I asked my mother for a cup of hot coffee to help relax my mind. We two  sat with our cup of coffee on the couch with the television blarring. The telephone rang at 12:45pm, my mom got off with her coffee to the bed room , as both of us expected it to be some relative. Suddenly heard my mom's trembling voice , i ran to see what was happening, I was shocked to hear the news "my brother had met wid an accident", my heart slipped a beat, my mom on the other hand was drenched tears, my mouth started to blabber. I was completely unaware of what the hell was I talking. I consoled my mother, my mom grabbed whatever money she had, we rushed to the streets to find an auto, my mom explained the situation to the driver, to my suprise he  so kind to help with money, it was really tough to find this kind of a person in todays world. We both were praying & crying thought the journey. My mom called my father & said what has happened. i on the other hand called all my brothers friend. One of the police men at the spot was updating as with the situation prevaling there. We got a call again, I was trembling whenever we got a call, my mom suddenly froze, her eyes reddened & her eyes filled with water. When I heard the news it freaked me, "my brother's friend had passes away, he died on the spot". I was speechless, I prayed God to have my life & instead give his. The automen to an extend made us feel better by sayin positive things. Then my dad called & said that my uncle has taken my brother to another doctor, my mom was somewat convinced by the change of plan. 

                       We reached the deadly spot, the policemen explained what had happened, my bro slowed down at a speed braker, but the truck behind him failed to see, so he hit the bike, my brothe & his friend was thrown off, unfortunately the truck ran over my brother's friend. My thoughts now drifted to my brothers frnd, deep inside I still heard his voice, his smile as he was also like a brother to me. We the hosital at last, my uncle & everyone there consoled us that nothing was serious, my mom begged to see my brother, she was crying like a baby, that instant I realised what "LOVE" is. I saw my brothe groaning in pain, I felt weak to my knees, I started to cry, now I knew "How much I LOVED my brother, he was the world of mine, I share all my feelings with him,, I need him, I simply can't survive without him" . Then the doctor made sure that everything was alrite, We were relieved to some extend. Suddenly the haunting about my exam began. Oh God, am I gonna pass or not. Then at 8:00pm my mom said me  get my books & stay in my aunts house & she would stay in the hospital. She was praying non-stop. Then after all the journey, I touched my book at 11:15pm, regretting on the two days I wasted, now I was aware of the thought "u can never know whats gonna happen the next instant". Anyway I have done my exam , I hope I would pass.

                              My uncle explained later the next day that, even after the accident he was standing on the road & shouted for someone to save his friend, & then he collapsed. It left me in tears. After that he kept on asking about his friend, but the doctor has said that his best friend is admitted in another hospital. We still fear what would happen if he knew the truth.

                           "His friend will always live in our smiles, we will always LOVE him"